Weekly what !?

Linking up with Ricky,Allie and Jenn for



Last 2 weeks of post for you guys, enjoy!!
and comment, I love, love LOVE hearing from you guys, makes my heart grow!

Week 1
Monday 13th - Saturday 18th

{Monday}
This weekend I...
{Tuesday}
10 reasons to smile
{Wednesday}
A day in the life of me, KTT
{Thursday}
Its okay..
{Friday}
My favorite picture!
{Saturday}
My childhood, was lame

Week 2
Sunday 19th - Saturday 25th

{Sunday}
Are you my favorite?
{Monday}
its offishall
{Tuesday}
My fav posts & 10 happy things!
{Wednesday}
What Really grinds my gears..
{Thursday}
Last Its Okay! & School didnt teach me ..
{Friday}
My 3 worst traits & Dear Friday ..
{Saturday}
Something someone told me..

Day 25, Saturday: Err day in may!

Saturday 25th,
Something someone told you about yourself that you'll never forget (good or bad)

When I started losing weight I wasn't very open about it. I didn't post on face book that I was about to change my life completely, why because I'm afraid of failure. Other then my brother and his wife no one really knew. Since I lived with my brother I looked at him brother for support the most. It was well revived he was my motivation, without him I may have failed. When he would see me eating something that wasn't good for me or drinking it, he would give me a hard time about it. Not in a rude your gonna be fat way. But in the "come on sis, you know you shouldn't eat that" and the next day he would come up with some fun idea in the kitchen and teach me how to eat something that was good for me, or how to cook foods that weren't so good for me in a way they would be healthier. He wasn't a hard ass on me, which I needed because honestly I probably would of gave up. He was amazing, he listened, encouraged and gave me discipline all in a way that I needed it personally. I'll never forget when I told me bother I wasn't obese or over weight anymore, and he was like it was all you. He was so proud of me, and every time he would see me after I moved out he would make me feel like a million bucks! I never thought I could do it, I never really believed in myself. It was my brother who did, my brother who was right. Ill never forget it, I hope he knows how much appricate I have!

Friday Letters

Welcome to "Friday Letters" Be sure to join the link up !


Dear Work,
I hate you, and these last next 2 weeks are bound to drag on

Dear Audri,
I hate that your upset about me wanting to move away, but just think that means we have 6 weeks to live it up 4 of those ill be unemployed!

Dear Mechelle,
I cant wait to get out to Calgary and see everyone!

Dear Owen,
Your mommy rachel is getting a little impaitent waiting for your arrival, but im cool with it just a FYI. I cant see you till aug anyway

Dear Boys,
Im going to miss you more then anything. Everytime I think about telling you my eyes tear up!


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Its also #backthatazzup day with Whitney!
**It also says "at the end of your Friday posts simply add a YouTube video or a Grooveshark play button of your song choice for the day" but im NOT that smart, and media sites are banned from work where I sit around and blog all day help customer make there cell phones work again.**

Birthday Song - 2 Chains
*Youtube the clip of 2 broke girls where caroline meets 2 chains on the plane, I DIED! *

Im also Joining these hops today, go show some love and "meet" new people!

Day 24, Err day in may!

Friday: Your top 3 worst traits

{ONE}
I blame others for problems.
- As childish as it sounds, thats one of the worst things about me. If theres someone else to blame I'll blame them.

{TWO}
Cold-hearted
- I just dont have time for bullshit, Theres a million things wrong with the world so if you come to me thinking ill be your shoulder to cry on, you might want to make sure its a good one!

{THREE}
I hold in my feelings untill I snapp
- If something/someone is really bothering me, I let it build and build until I snapp and burst into tears. I scream, and cry, stomp my feet. Similar to a 4 year old

* Anyone else have a hard time finding traits that are bad about themselfs. I try to be so postive and not focus on the negatives, but it helps me realize I'm only human.

Have a good weekend love bugs!

Day 23, Err day in may!

Things you've learned that school won't teach you

Money & brains doesnt equal Happyness

Teamwork is more important then solo work, if you cant get along wtih others you need jesus

Failiure is okay, however there are no retakes

Life isnt peaches

Not all leaders are smart, and not all smart people lead

Common sence, NOT AT ALL COMMON..EVER!!!

Your boss is bound to be a bigger cunt then your teacher

Please and Thank you's really do get you further

Being a dick in school doesnt make u a asshole, it means your more likely then not end up being alone

You can be confident without being cocky

Its okay

Linking up with amber for... Its okay, To be nervous and excited at the same time about leaving everyone and everything I know! Its okay, To feel lost without ur phone, I hate being broke! Its okay, to say ur gunna go hard with ur new work out plan and then stop after 1 day Its okay, To play hookie from work Its okay, to be sad that "Its okay.." is over so head over to Ambers blog and link up!

Day 22, Err day In may!

Rant about something. Get up on your soapbox and tell us how you really feel.
(a pet peeve, a current event, a controversial topic, something your husband or roommate or neighbor or boss does that really ticks you off)

I posted on Saturday about my plans to move to Calgary. Its something that has always been in the back of my mind, and I knew that when I was ready that I would go. Finally I feel ready, I feel like I need a new chapter in my life. I have NOTHING holding me to the town I'm from just family. I can see how it might upset some family members that I want to leave town, not sure why it effects them. I'm the one who's just up and quitting a job, buying a plane ticket and flying to a place I've only seen in pictures. I have my aunt there as my support waiting for me, but nothing else. And I'm okay with that. I want to feel life on my own. I want to know who I am, and who I'm suppose to be. I'm 26 years old, I need to start working on my future.

Almost everyone was so positive about what I wanted to do, I was a little worried about how my little brother would take the news. He was a little upset in the fact I wouldn't get to see him daily like I do now, but he always understands all the reasons I want to leave. Audri, aka main hoe cried. I'm talking full tears streaming down her cheeck, which made me cry .. asshole. My older brother was over the moon, and even offered to drive me there, thinking like I wouldn't actually go!

However it was My Amy who I thought at the end of the day would get me, would understand all the reason I was leaving, and would totally be excited and support my idea. I figured who knows me better then my Amy, I'm basically her own child. Shes told me 1000 times since becoming my legal guardian at 16 that I drive her nuts like I daughter she never had. I was looking for acceptance, and understanding. Support and wisdom from her. Instead I got nothing in response. I told her I was leaving that I figured it all out, told her my plan on when to quit work, and that ill be flying to BC, and then busing to AB. Her response was about the sex of my friends baby.
When I asked if she got my msg and had any thoughts she wanted to discuss about it, she said "ya,". That's it, that's what I got from my mother for support. For wise words, for her to tell me how she really feels but couldn't. Nothing makes me feel like a bigger piece of shit than when I let someone down. I'm not sure how but I feel like I'm letting her down by moving away. I cant live my life for others, so weather she accepts the idea or not I still have to go and live my life for myself.I just wished her reaction was a little more..

Tuesday Topics, 10 happy things!

A Day Late, a dollar short ..Ah well ..Linking up with Lauren for....

{Ten}
These 3 little men

{Nine}
My besties



{Eight}
Wildberry skittles

{Seven}
When I make others happy

{Six}
Quite alone time

{Five}
Kicking it with the captin

{Four}
Sunshine

{Three}
Ecards

{Two}
My siblings

{One}
My 110 followers!

Day 21,: Err day in may!

A list of links to your favorite posts in your archives

introduction!

Ecards!
More Ecards!

The time I ran AWAY from my date

Weight loss, 1 year later!

Weight loss, down falls!

Its offishall

Folks,
this post has NOTIN *say it ur black voice* to do with Kardinal Offishall other then its a cool way to spell "official" Hip hop artist so so clever, no? However what this post is about is changes. I've always said im going to leave Ontario, the first chance that I get, and I didnt. I kept staying because I felt like someone needed me, and first it was Amy, then John, then it was Jordan. I always felt that if I left any of them that the world would pretty much end. I always thought...

However over the last year something that ive come to learn for myself is that you get nowhere in life by helping other people, if your not helping yourself. If you dont set out to create greatness no one is going to go out and get it for you. I need to move on with life, and stop following my friends around, and trying to only be there for others, I need to be there for myself. I need to move ahead in life, or im going to be stuck behind in thie small ass going no where town. If your local and reading my blog, no disrepect that life just isnt something I want.

Since I can remember my mom's best friend Mechelle has been trying to get me to move out west, Calgary AB to be exact. She has always told me I was born to shine, and stars dont shine in trenton they drown. If your from my home town, you might know exactly what she means. However I always wanted to leave, and every chance I had I changed my mind because there was something or someone who needed me. When Tony moved to BC he was dying to have me come move out there, but again something or someone would come in the way.

Two new years eve's ago I made a promise to be a yes girl. To say yes to everything that came my way, regardless of the time, the person, the funds in my account. If it was at all possible I did it. I've lead a very happy life since. I'm 100 pounds lighter, Im sexually happy, Im physically & emotionally happy. I have the greatest friends who care and love me. They support me in ways I can never imagine. I created a life that I love by simply doing things that I loved.

Finally I feel like it was my time. No more excuses, after all I'm a yes girl!



Im heading to Calgary y'all. I couldnt be more excitied about it. I was stressing hard mainly over work , and it was taking a toll on my body mentally I couldnt take it anymore. I said to my self, "self .. If you go to your doctor tell him stright up that work is making your life hell and he agrees that you can leave your job instead of quitting, that Calgary is where I need to be." And he did, he fully understood what I was going thru and agreed that working at my job just isnt the best option for me right now.

So I took a huge step, and call my moms friend Mechelle and told her I'm finally ready. No more excuses, I'm doing it once and for all.

Day 19 ;Err day in may!

Sunday: Five of your favorite blogs and what you love about them

{ONE}
Stephanie
she keeps its real! I can always garentee a good laugh when I read her posts, bring me to party with you please! we can make 2000 jello shots!! :D

{TWO}
Whitney

Because I insipre to live carefree! be a wild child. Write post that arent just HILARIOUS, but heart warming. Shes real, and honest in her posts. Atleast I think, she claims shes not famous, but yet she has her own http://www.iworeyogapants.com/2013/05/an-ode-to-non-blogging-blog-readers.html pap's? Plus she likes to drink, and wear yoga pants, lets face it i LOVE drinkin!

{THREE}
Dusty
Her posts are almost always heart warming with a little twist of humor, heart aches & life lessons. Oh and drinkin stories

{FOUR}
Brooke
She keeps it real & funny. Her posts are funny, light hearted, and real. She makes me feel like im not alone on this weight loss shit!

{FIVE}
Allie
Because she loves link ups, and i love link ups. Do I really need a reason other then that!?


So go check out my top 5 and show em some love!

Day 18: Err day in may

Tell a story from your childhood.

The only story that I can laugh about from my childhood was when my friend sarah & I were toddlers, 2 maybe 3. I felt the need to reach over and just bite her. Not sure why but I guess I left marks, so now everytime we see each other she always say, whatever you do Kalleen, dont bite me.

Silly bitch!

Day 17, 'Er day in may!

Friday: A favorite photo of yourself and why

Because, everytime I see this picture. I see what I'm capable of. I see that anything I truely want, and that im truly ready for is something that only I can acheieve. I couldnt tell people not to watch me work out, I did it at home with 3 roomates, and outside in public places. I couldnt tell people to not drink pepsi around me, or to stop over eatting in my presence. I was in control, I lost the weight no one else. So this picture is my favorite because its where I can look back and see the change I made in myself!

1 year, 7 months later..

Its okay..

Linking up with amber for...

Its okay,
To eat chinese at 11pm for dinner

Its okay,
To make a huge life changing decision, because you want to ..more to come soon ;)

Its okay,
To not fully understand your body, which has been bleeding for the last 3 weeks WTF

Its okay,
To be so focused on this post you forget to login into work..

Its okay,
to be sad that "Its okay.." wont be lasting much longer! so heard over to Ambers blog and link up!

Day 15; Er day in may!

Day 15, Wednesday: A Day in the life (include photos from throughout your typical day - this could be "a photo an hour" if you'd like)

9:10 - Alarm goes off

9:20 - I realized if I dont get outa bed im not gunna have time for a shower, AGAIN

9:20 - 10:00 - I run around my house trying to get ready for work

10:10 - Im on the bus checking my msgs, and noticed I got a txt with the sex of my friends baby! I'm over the moon y'all

10:40 - I get to work, grab lunch and start my day..

1:00 - take a break, head out for a smoke!

2:40 - Amber gets here time for another break and a smoke
3:30 - 7 - Finally off work, grab the bus and head over to visit my bro

7 - 8 - hungout with my cuz korntie listening to some old school tracks, like songs by JD, Nelly, & Lil Kim there was a bunch others but I forget

8 - 9 - chilled with my Bro a little longer and headed to subway

930 - headed home to eat subway and do my nails

1050 - bed time!

Day 14, er day in may!

10 things that make me smile and feel all bubbly is alot. I can think of one thing that makes me bubbly & happy!
Ecards..

 *FYI, im not refering to myself, I actually only use pinterest for new nail designs!