It's okay..

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It's okay.. To forgive, but not forget It's okay.. To still think about ur ex, as long as at the end of the thought u remind itself why u broke up It's okay.. To think u were the cures kid ever, I mean check me out, It's okay.. To spend ur day off watching criminal minds It's okay.. To be confused by the weather, -24 to snow, to freezing rain to nice enough to walk home with a sweater.. Wtf?

Cuuuuz i be on my suit and tie shit!

Hello peeps!

Wondering whats with the title, its only the lyrics to an amazballs song by my future baby daddy Justin Timberlake, at first I wasnt to big on the song, but then it started to grow on me, now I cant stop - its right up there with Kiss you - by 1D, dont judge me!

So kids,,
Whats good? whats the word on the street?

OHHH word is its wednesday, which is the end of my work week. However im too poor to celebrate with booze, so I'll leave you with my fav Ecards I found on the web this week.

Im also doing a BlogHop ..


Too all the men who continue to speak to me..

Too my main hoe

Amen to that..

To my boss,

I saw on cribs someone wrote shit on the caps after crazy parties/ drunk nites with ladies - how epic right?

Im just saying..

To the people who say "hello, are you still there" ..

HAHA, why yes yes i am

LOL, loved this one..

HAHA and this one..

Anyone know some people like this? I do..

WWTK

Linking up with Kenzie and Claire for...


{no. 1} What is your biggest guilty pleasure?
Murder Mystery shows lately I cant get enough

{no. 2} Do you actually keep your resolutions for the New Year?
HAHA, no. Except last year, I made a vow to be a yes girl. To not say no to things. Wanna go to the bar when you gotta be up at 8am for work, YEP- Wanna drive around a waste all ur gas because you get paid in a few days anyway. Wanna blow your last $20 on booze - YEP. As long as I knew I wasnt going to complete fuck myself over I started living life more fun. Doing fun things I wanted that was 1 of many goals I set in '12 I only followed that one.

{no. 3} If you had to do one random act of kindness today, what would it be?
Today, not so much. Not losing my shit on a customer who cant understand that recording that says "If your calling from the line that you need TECHINCAL ASSISTANCE with please HANGUP, and CALL BACK at .. " However time after time some moron calls in from the phone having a issue from the phone, and then they get upset when I tell them to hangup and call back - I CANT FIX YOU ISSUE IF UR CALLING FROM UR PHONE!

{no. 4} Do you have a bucket list, 101 in 1001 list, or any other list? If you do, what are some of your goals?
Be happy.
Live long, and healthy life
Adopt a baby
Adopt a teenage, even the ones who are grown up a lil need luv to
Finish another scrapbook, ive completed 1 .. but i have like 5 on the go!

{no. 5} Why do you love blogging?
I get to read about other peoples life from there own raw point of view. Ive noticed alot of bloggers saying "its my blog and ill post what i want" which is great. Its the honest real side of ur self. I love finding people in similar situations as mine. Plus when im feeling down, I just check out my favorite bloggers, and they ALWAYS make me laugh!

Tuesday Topics, Week 5 ; 6 memories

linking up with Lauren

This week,
6 memories.

[ONE] Moving in with Amy & Co when I was 16, it was finally peace at last no more fighting with my mom. No more fights with social works, most importantly I felt safe.

[TWO] My 21st birthday, this is what #whitegirlwasted looks like incase u were wondering

I had atleast 3 friends buy me 21 glasses of draft beer. At some points I was handing out beer to random people at the club!

[THREE]All the times I spent hamshowed with tnucs & Co on applewood

[FOUR]Graduation high school #hihaters #sorrythatyouhaterscouldntphaseme

[FIVE]The invention of CDs, first one I ever bought with my own money, big Willie style

[SIX]The moment I stopped hating God for all the wrong in my life, and accepted that everything happens for a reason, and God wouldn't give me more then I can handle

Hair Dye Fail

Ive been meaning to write this post for awhile but I just kept forgetting about it. Im always complaining about my lack of actual post since there almost all linkups. So my 2nd real post of the year goes to hair dying. And how I almost lost my life really burnt the back of my neck.


This was taken the next day,

This burns nothing compared to the scabs and burn marks on my scalp. I felt like a freaking headlice case because I couldnt stop itching.

Ive NEVER had any allergic reaction to hair dye. Ive been dying my hair since I was 14, Ive used many many different products, and Ive even used this same product befor to dye my hair, but I must admit its been years since I used "Nice n' Easy" so maybe they changed something up in there product. The only thing I did different was not use there conditioner. Guess they really get ticked off about that. I just cant believe using my own conditioner would have had this result. I only left it in for about 20 mins, then I started my shower, started some music and got in to rinse it out. No way it was more then 25 mins TOPS!

**Note to self/Readers if hair dyes on sale, DONT BUY IT. Stick to your normal. I would have much rather spent the extra maybe $7 on the hair dye I usually use "New Garnier". Now Im scared to ever dye my hair again. When I went back there was no experation date on the box, or bottle, so ladies/gents before ur next hair dye sesh, CHECK FOR A DATE.

7 days later

Needless to say, I NEVER want to dye my own hair again, atleast if I go to a salon and this happens again I have someone to hold responsible because "If i followed the suggested strand of hair test I would of noticed there product wasnt for me and seen that dying my whole head would of been a mistake"

WHO ACTUALLY DOES THAT!?!

Okay, maybe people do, but I dont. I sure wouldnt dye my hair with a product ive NEVER used. Been there, done that. Lost 5 inches of hair, not cool I guess I'm just not meant to hair nice hair?!

Anyone else have any dye problems gone wrong?!

Rememeber at the beingng when i was all pumped to do my first solo post and not another link up?
yeah well I was checking out the link up I did with Lauren and I was hopping along like a good little blogger visiting everyones post from the linkup, when I came accrossed a fun one that is hosted at Helene In Between

So go and check it out, link up ANY post you want, how fun right?

Weekend Recap

Linking up with Sami for...



and Molly for..

Friday,
Was my day off so I spent it doing what any great sister would do, cleaning and packin my brothers house. His wife got a nursing job in her home town ( 4 hours away) So there renting there house out here to a single mom in a rough situation, the father of her kids(4 of them) picked up and left them, they lost there home and were living in temp shelter. My brother couldnt help, but offer them his home. In the meantime my brother and his wife bought a house were my sister in law will be working. After the truck was loaded I spent as much time getting cuddles, and kissing this little man,

isnt he just the cutest?!
Then they dropped me off and headed for the highway. Where there was a huge pileup, and there 4.5 hour drive, turned into a 9 hour drive.

Saturday,
I worked 4 hours, I know tough life. Thats only because my work wouldnt give me the whole day off, my plan was to actually go with John to his new place and help them set up there. After work I headed to my moms for the night, and just chilled out and relaxed there with my younger brother.

Sunday,
I spent the day at my moms, and then headed home to finish season 3 of 'Dawsons Creek'. Thinking I might buy seasons 4 this weekend, its getting really good. Finally Pacey & Joey are a couple, I was always team Pacey!

So peeps, how was ur weekend?

Sunday Social

This weeks questions..

[ONE] What is your ideal way to relax?
-Music, or a long walk
[TWO] Where is your favorite place to be?
-Beach, any place any of my nephews are at.
[THREE] Who do you consider your biggest role model?
-My Amy, shes beautiful inside and out. Shes smart. Shes sensitve,yet tough as nails. She doesnt put up with shit, and she teaches with tough love. She calls me out on my bullshit, and shes the person who shaped me into the person I am.
[FOUR] What does your life look like in 3 years?
-settled, hopefully living and moving forward with my man
[FIVE] If you could go back and change one decision, what would it be?
F that, YOLO BABY!
[SIX] What is your biggest accomplishment in life so far?
Being independent. I have my own place, I pay my own bills, I answer to only me. Thats something to be proud of!

Weekly what?

Linking up with Ricky,Allie and Jenn for week 1 of



Basically a fun new way to update your followers on how your week was instead of clicking having them click thru all ur post. So here's a quick recap of my week :-)

Monday,
I kept the lotion on deck of the healing process about the new tattoo I got, you can read about that post and all about my weekend here

Tuesday,
I let my readers know a little more about me with a fun link up over at Whitney's blog , you can read about that here I also did the weekly count down with Lauren , you can check out week 4 here

Wednesday,
Is My work Friday so was I was counting down the hours until the work day was over. I also did a link up about all the things I love, and hate check it out here :)

Thursday,
I spent the day packing and loading the truck at my brothers house. I'm so happy that they were able to find a house where his widest working, but I'm going to miss them living near me #bittersweet. I posted about the good and bad side of me being single and linked up for "It's okay.."

Friday,
I finished cleaning and packing my brothers house, and linked up for "Friday letters"

Friday Letters

Welcome to "Friday Letters" Be sure to join the link up DJ with Ashley






Dear John and Tammy,
It was a blast while ur time in town lasted, I'm happy that you guys are starting a new chapter, but I'm sad u won't be a quick drive away

Dear Q and Mal,
Auntie luvs u tons xoxo dont forget this face I'll see u as often as I can

Dear audri,
I miss u hoe!

Dear work,
I HATE u, u kill me drain all my energy and I'm becoming a smoker to help calm the stress

Dear Amber,
Um so sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with

Dear jay,
I'm proud that you made an appnt to speak with someone about getting ur grade 12 I just hope you stick with it this time

Have a good weekend love bugs

It's okay ..

Linking up with amber for... ..It's okay,
that it's my brothers last night in town
..It's okay,
that I spent my day off cleaning and packing my brothers house. Sister love
..It's okay,
to bitch about the weather when it's -22 outside
..It's okay,
to take time off work to sit on ur ass and do nothing #hatemyjob
..It's okay,
even miss the fact ur not going to see ur brothers dog any more!
..It's okay,
to be single..refer to this post

25 and single

So im riding the bus home and i see this guy who i find affective and i see hes sitting with a female, maybe about 10 years older then him. Not sure what tho think of there relationship I turn my head. As they get iced the buss I see that he's treating her with much respect acting like a true gentlemen a they got up poor of there seats and walked of the bus. Once they got off they held hands and started to head to where they were going. So there I sit in complete shock at what just happened.

I'm not only tho only go after looks, but I'd be lying if I said they didn't matter. But I couldn't help but think how am I single and SHE'S in a relationship. I'm awesome and fantastic. I'm smart and pretty. So when's my turn, when do I get to find that relationship.

My passion and beliefs in God tell me to just to be patient a little longer because God has a great man in store for me, I'm just getting a little tired of waiting for him, how many of you single ladies can relate.

All my friends are in long term relationships Some of them really unhealthy some of them wonderful, and now some are even married, I can't help but just want my turn. However at the same time I can get drunk when I want, I can dance with who ever and however without being judged a if I'm doing something wrong. I can come and go as I please. I don't have to spend money on extra things like TP, and coffee.

So I guess being single does have it's benefits ..until my turn I guess I'll enjoying waiting.

Random Wednesday

Linking up with because shanna said so for ...

This week we are doing Love/Hate

I LOVE that its techically my friday!

I HATE that I picked up 4 hours of overtime tomorrow

I LOVE that Im getting paid like a boss, hello new shit!

I HATE that this is offically my brothers last weekend living near me!

I LOVE my new tattoo, and the way its healing looks SICK

I HATE teh tattoo on my leg thats missing color in most part, and looks like ive had it for 40 years, #hatefakeartist

I LOVE instagram, like more then anything!

I HATE that work takes up so much of my time, time that I could spend learning something in school

I LOVE morning cuddles with the lil men in my life

I HATE when I dont get to see those lil men as often as id like

I LOVE the new JT track, cuz he be on his suit and tie shit tie shit


What do you Hate/Love, Im joining a few other link ups today





and

,Tuesday Topics, week 4; 7 people

Lauren

This weeks Topic..
7 people you would like to meet.

The new man in my bff tonys life,
but since he lives in bc with tony and im in ont, i dont think its that easy..

Martin luther king,
he was so brillant theres alot i could of learned from him.

My grandfather,
on my dads side. As much as i hate my father i will say he is a brillant coward, full of lots of wisdom on life, which he learned from his father

Lil wayne,
cuz then id totally drug him marry him, then take his money if he tries to leave me, crazy? Ya maybe a little

Oprah, so i can win somethingbbig that hookers always giving shit away.. "u get a car, and u get a car.."

Michelle obama,
because she just screams perfection and she has alot to say

Lindsay lohan,
because like wtf is wrong with her!

Facts About Me Linkup!

Linking up with
Whitney for ..


- I use to be fat, down -108 pounds

- Jesus is my light in the darkness

- I know people should have favs, but I have a fav nephew but my lips are sealed!

- I love more then I should, to the people I shouldnt

- I wear my heart on my sleve

- I ate veggies, minus corn - I'll eat green beans in rice, and raw carrots

- I have huge texture issues, I think its why I hate veggies. Strawberries and oranges disgust me. Bananas ? Gross, and yes i am!

- I have a hard time understanding/remembering common sence, isnt that common

- I love linkups, but I wish I had more actual post to give you guys just been living a mellow life lately

- I lost a follower, I was almost at 100 dear rude blogger, HOW RUDE! if you didnt like my blog then you shouldnt have followed it in the first place! :(

- Im hungover well making this, no im not one of those crazy kids getting trashed monday night, this is pre sched. because im sure ill forget!

Hope everyone enjoyed reading some facts about me, now go do some facts about yourself!

Weekend Recap

Linking up with Sami for...



and Molly for..

Notice I didnt do one last week, because I did NOTHIN last weekend and didnt want to bore anyone with the dets. I woke up worked came home watched TV went to sleep, repeat sunday, mm k? now your caught up. Moving on to this weekend!


Friday,
As normal it was my day off, so I chilled out. It was also my moms birthday so I took her and my little brother out to crabbys aka crabby joes, and then I bought her some grocerys since shes been short on cash-o-la. AFter that I headed downtown with my little bro J to get this sweet sweet #8. Which you might have already seen on my sunday post.

It stands for Live With No Excuses And Love With No Regrets.

This quote speaks volumes with the way that I live my life. Im a yes person, have been for almost 2 years now. I do everything and anything I want/can do, lifes way to short not to try and experience everything life offers you. The 2nd half, love with no regrets is something that means alot to me and my brothers, we love openly and we've been hurt ALOT by parents, friends, people who claimed to be family, but were learning that there was a reason god wanted us to love that person, there was a reason god let him/her into our lifes, we cant regret things that once were put in our lifes to make us smile.

After the tattoo, I hungout with my mom a little more then headed to visit the old roomies with Farmer. We ended up getting drunk while watching "American Horror Story" *if you havent seen it, your going to want to!* We spend the rest of the night drinking, laughin and just hanging out.

Saturday,
Back to work I go, Working on the weekends is just stupid you should have to, or you should HAVE to get paid more money! Anyway, after work I headed home to get ready for the night. It was my friend Sam's Bday so we were suppose to go have predrinks at her friends then go to the bar. Since Im slow at getting ready I missed predrinks and headed out with some other friends, so I assumed when they finally got to said bar they would of let me know. MMM WRONG! I was pretty bummed out about missing it but I was having such a good time with my other friends at another bar that it didnt seem to phase me. After the bar I went back to my brothers house to continue drinking, he was sober but his friends were drunk like me, so I didnt mind.

Sunday,
Ugh, worked ..again. Can I get a award for showing up to work TWICE while hungover, no one EVER does that, atleast non of my friends. After work I headed to my older brothers to spend more time with them before they move FOUR hours away :( Since there packing up the house, and finishing little renvoations befor the renters move in they lift Q at my sisters, but I did get to spend time with this little cutie, who smiles now but not in thesee pictures, ohh BTW he also said hi to me, 2 months old. amaze -balls!

Sunday Confessions

Linking up with Alyz for ...

Weekends are way to short, annnd people should not be FORCED to work, if they CHOOSE so they should get paid more

I fell in mud. walked into a wall. I lost my wallet. found my clutch. (didnt even know I had both). Lost my bank card. Found my bank card..in my wallet, all in 1 night

I hate my job, but thats not really a confession its pretty clear.

I got my 8th tattoo

it stands for
Live With No Excusses, And Love With No Regrets.

Sunday Social

This weeks questions..

[ONE} Top 3 favorite kinds of food
anytype of pasta, throw some chicken in there..even better!

[TWO] First 3 things you do in the morning
moan something about hating life, go pee while checking facebook then shower time - or on the days im late the 3rd things id be doing is .. im running around my room trying put put pants on while pull my tshirt over my head while looking to make sure I have everything.

[THREE] Last 3 things you do at night
drink a glass of water, say a prayer, watch a movie

[FOUR] 3 TV shows you NEVER miss
I dont watch TV,

[FIVE]..3 places you want to visit..
Abbotsford,BC
Moroco,
Paris

[SIX]..3 people you can always count on..
Amy
John
Main hoe

Ecards!

My new fav quote! gunna be say this all day er day!

I think every girl can relate to this one..

LOL sounds like something only my friends would say while playing "kings cup"

Enough said!

GAH i cant stand when people are RIGHT BEHIND you in a line, as luda said, move bitch get out the way!

I think this all day er day about my customers!

Okay its Thursday, but its my day off so F.T.S!

Found the real reason you should think befor you speak..

Hail to the karma gods!

Me in a nut shell..

Tuesday Topics: week 3

Linking up with Lauren for...

This week..8 TV Shows

Gah, I dont even watch TV, so most of these shows are prob cancelled!

Gilmore Girls,
The old Roomie got a little crazy and bought all 7 season, We've watched the entire series twice. LOSERS

Mentalist,
Okay, this is still on the air, but the first time Ive ever seen it was like 3 weeks ago. So I bought season 1, which aired in '08?!!? JANE WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE

Fresh Prince,
Im a huge prince & DJ jazzy jeff fan. There both hilarious, so this show is just the best thing ever! Plus, the uncle phil fat jokes NEVER get old, nor does seeing Jazz get thrown out of the house.

Friends,
WE WERE ON A BREAK. 'nough said.

The Hills,
I think i became really attacheted to this show when my "BFF" stabbed me in the abck for another guy, while speading roumors about our other friend Tony..woah, flash back eh, today I wasnt rich and living in LA!

Dawsons Creek,
OBBESSED didnt even begin to discribe how I felt about this show. I use to make my mom tape the reruns (ye thats right TAPE, as in on a VHS!) for me when I was at school.

Two Broke Girls,
This is about the only show that I watch thats on air. Every episode is garenteed to make me piss my self laughing!

Saved By The Bell,
Its alright cause im saved by the, its alright cause im saved by the, its allright cause im saved by the bell, YES!

Weekend Recap!

Linking up with Sami for...



Friday,
I had the day off conviently enough because I also wanted to acompany my little brother to his first court hearing. Some jackass, speed demon, with a death wish did this to his car with my little brother in the back seat behind the passanger.

So today they reviewed all the statements, and confirmed that everyones story is still matching. BTW MORON when the crown offers you 9 months in jail for dangerous operation causing bodily harm, and dangerous operation causing bodily harm while street racing, you take it espcailly when YOU JUST GOT YOU LICENCES back @ $1400 for danergous driving now its up to the judge, good luck idiot. Maybe now you'll learn your lesson, I doubt it. I hope you lose your licences indefantily. I hope someone slams a car against a pole and tears your ACL like you did to my brother, I hope that maybe you even become paralyzed your girlfriend who was riding shot gun. I hope you get everything and more you little POS!

Saturday,
I worked for 10 hours, went home watch the mentalist,

Sunday,
= repeat. Sorry it wasnt that eventfull, but as you can imagine little stressed from Fridays events so didnt feel like doing much!

Hope everyone had a good weekend!
Happy monday...said no one!

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