My 2012 Timeline

I spent my NYE with my main hoe, shout out to my new hoes,

Feb I started listing to my head instead of my heart and decided I was better then that,I wasnt the type of girl to sit around waiting and hoping for a man, a man who claimed he loved me. I moved on, and started feeling free and happy

In march My not so little jacob became a teenager, yeah its been fun! I also helped surprise my BFF with her 25th birthday, a day im sure she'll never forget,

not to mention its when we got our new apt, and added my 7th tattoo

'you only live once, and if you do it right once is enough'.

and hoe saturday went into full effect.

In april your darn right I took some time off to celebrate my favorite holiday ;)

I also more then enjoyed and visit from my home skillet biscuit and his boyfriend.

May was spent at the beach soaking up ray,

singing songs and chasing boys, & eatting icecream cones!

Its where I also found a love for punk metal bands, dance with gay boys who were high on ecstasy, and ate what I could only assume was a chocolate peanut egg and found some of my fav clubs in London Town!

June was spent getting drunk, acting stupid with my best friends *insert blink 182 song here*

& spending time with my fav lil men Bub & Brandon

July my family lost some great friends,paul and cindy hope you living it up in paradise! My bub turned 4 I got a visitor all the way from Florida * Miss you JoJo & Liz*!! I turned 25 to celebrate my life I drank and drank and drank, right into August where we also drank to celebrate my wonder friends getting married!

Sept went by so fast it felt like a blur, oct is where we drank and celetebrated with the mitts on there wedding day.

Its also main hoes Bday so you know we celebrated the london way!

November flew past too altough I thought it drag on since I wasnt living with my wonderful roomies anymore, and I was hoping to be a auntie to a neice for the first time,but he came out so perfect and healthy and cute, I couldnt imagine dressing mr malaichi in pink.

December marks not only the end of an amazing year, but the end of my goal. Ive lost 103 pounds, I set out for 100, so going down 3 more is fine by me.
I started @ around 200 pounds,

And Im ending the year weighing 161 pounds!

I wish I could say it ended as good as it began but unfortanally I lost another person this year. RIP uncle sunny you will be missed but never forgotten in all of us, your memory lives.

Honorable mentions,
Getting Drunk with Scotty, its ALWAYS a good time!
- espicall when he window watches, or invites shannon aka mr shag over.

You can pick your friends, you can pick your nose ..

And now you can pick your friends noses too!

Just because your friend may be living the sober life doesnt mean she cant come out and have fun too.

Doing my fav out door activity!
-atleast outdoors you dont hear the wii saying 'feel that burrrrrn'

To all my bloggers near and far
Happy Newyear, best wishes to you all!!

Sunday Confessions

Linking up with Alyz for ...


1.I not really a fan of NYE
- granted Ill wish everyone a happy NYE, and share NYE eCards but at the end of the day. Its just another day to me.

2.My brother REALLY pissed me off.
- Ive always had that lil shits back. Forever and always, when my mom took him away from me and move to the states for a little while I vowed when he came home id never let him go. That I would always protect him and that I would never let him feel alone again. However when I needed him, when I felt alone, When I asked for him to be somewhere that I needed his support and his strenght he couldnt be bothered to be there.

3. Im in a rut and it needs to change.
-I just wish I could change it. I dont want to do anything, I dont want to be anywhere with anyone. Its a unsual and unwanted

4. Im SO sick of being single
-Im even more sick of hearing, it will happen when you least expect it. Doesnt everyone expect to find love so how can it happen when you least expect it?!

5. Im down 103 pounds,
-YEAH BUDDY!

Free Your Mind, Week 10/11

I came across a site with 50 Random questions about life that in my opinion everyone should ask them self's. Every week I'll answer one question. You can find all the questions Here

Leave me a comment if you decided to answer some of the questions too, so I can check out your answers!

And my answers for the last 3 weeks Listed below..

Week 9,To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken

Week 8, If the adverage life spand was 40yrs, what would you do differently"

Week 7, Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?

This weeks question is,
10.Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?

Doing the right thing.
I have the worst guilty conscience. I can never do the wrong thing and feel even 'okay' about it. In every aspect in life really, you should see me wrapping christmas presents, Ill rewrap over and over for kids between ages 3-12 to ripp open, what a complete waste of time. Yet every year I waste tons and tons time making it look perfect!

Since that was the shortest answer ever I decided to do another week as well,

11.You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?

I dont stand for and type of criticism point blank.
It doesnt matter who it is, if there putting someone wether i know them or not, ill stick up of them. No one deserves to EVER be belittle regaurdless of the situation. You never know what kind of day that person is having.

Friday Letters

Welcome to "Friday Letters" Be sure to join the link up with Ashley


Dear Amy, Thanks for the bluray, but since I don't have a hdmi cable I can't use it yet. Fml

Dear uncle sunny, Hopefully I can make it tomorrow to say goodbye. I'll never forget WWF and ur house or how the smell of peanut butter cookies that aunt Annie was always baking. Rip, see u image flip side xo

Dear audri, I just thought id give you a shout out since I luv ya hoe!

Dear Christmas, Glad ur over,hello nye

Dear stranger who bought my ereader,
Thank you Thank you Thank you, I was sooooo broke!..


Hope y'all have a great weekend Xo

Ecards; NYE Edition!

Okay, you caught me
this isnt my new years resoultion this is my every monday resoultion..

yea.. see previous comment above..

Okay, the next few are more realistic

I LOVE Ecards, Im horrible for sharing Ecards and tagging friends in the card rather then hangingout or actually contacting said friend..

This one reminded me of you Tony, that and pizza .. ahh champ & Pizza, miss you!

Dear
Audri, Amber, Carissa, Scott, Tony, Tabby, Rob, Jordan, Farmer, John, Amy & co

&& To all my blogger friends, whatever last year threw at you and whatever next year throws at you, you will over come it all like you did this year ..

Oh and ...

Me myself & I

Linking up with Breanna today over at My Beautiful Crazy Life


1. What was your favorite gift given to you as a child?
Once I got one of those kitchen sets with a washer and dryer, I dont really remeber getting it but i remeber playing with it all day every day for YEARS! pretty sure other christmas present didnt even matter.

2. Christmas is almost here, what is that one Christmas song you could listen to on repeat?
Jingle Bell Rock -

3. What are a few of the items on your Christmas list this year?
DVD player
Bus pass

4. Do you and your family have any special holiday traditions?
Christmas eve we all open 1 gift!

5. Which do you prefer: wrapping paper or gift bags? Why?
Wrapping!!

Happy Holidays Everyone!! :)

Christmas Weekend Recap

Its that time again .. Im doing my weekly recap with Sami



Friday,
Nothing to eventful happened, I met up with farmer sometime in the after noon, and was going to go to the mall and then to walmart to finish christmas shopping. However I spent 15 mins waiting for the bus(I know what your thinking, are the buses always late or something, the answer is yes - but there was ahotel that caught fire down town the night before so i think that what was up with the delays..this time *rollseyes* I ended up going to the beer store with farmer and having some drinks at my brothers place.

Saturday,
I spent saturday as I usually do when its 3 days before christmas, I return the gifts I bought in exchange for the ones I think are better (I 2nd guess my gifts EVERY year) Once I finally had all the gifts I needed I finished wrapping everything and headed to my brothers. Nothin to exciting happened for the rest of the night, we just chilled out and relaxed, oh yeah I also might have heard my brother says " im white girl wasted right meow" in the WHITEST white girl voice...Now put this face...
with that quote..

HILARIOUS, i know! - your welcome!

Sunday,
Since Im one of the lucky people who get to work on christmas, I did presents with My Amy & co. sudnay night and spent the night there. I got Hudson a tool set and he LOVED it, I got Jacob some really cool shirts from areopostal, and when the stores actually get BlackBerry tablets back in stock im getting him one of those to! From the fam I got a bluray, my FIRST ever bluray im still not even sure why tehre was a hype about them. Ive never even touched one befor so im pretty pumped to go home and check it out, while watchin "Romy and Michele's High School Reunion" and "Role Models" - which was from the Family Dog "Tucker" and I feel REALLY bad because I forgot to get him a gift this year! We spent the rest of the day watching christmas movies. Home alone 1-4 to be exact. After the 4th one we went to hockey to watch Pock play, I left about half way thru the game to visit with Tabby & Rob. I ended up spending the night with Amy & co relaxing and watchin TV. Enjoying some good ol family time!

How was your weekend,
Oh and Merry Christmas Love Bugs!!

Its Humping Link day!

Hey darlin's

Hoping everyone saw my blog spot yesterday and donated some funds for Sandyhook . These kids, parents, and teachers are going to need help to over come this. Seeing such a horrific event really fucks with your minds. Its call PTSD, if we can get the funding out to this kids ASAP then hopefully they can get the support that they need and be a victim but something more, something that god planned for them.

Moving along..
*This is a monthly one, however the links still open for apx 9+ hours!!*
Paige at
eloping stethoscope
For Blog Working Wednesdays


Sherry at
iampisces
For Followers to Friends



Melissa at
This Girls Life
For Weekly Wednesday Blog Hop

&& This has nothing to do with hump day or the weekend ...
Just cause I died laughing because its sooo tru..

In God We Trust

I woke up this morning.
Early, but tired
..and by early I mean on time to be clear ..

I showered, got ready and headed for the bus.
..I became annoyed when I noticed I couldnt have my morning smoke.

However I packed one up, and headed for the work.
..I got more annoyed when I slipped and fell in mudd.

So here I am, jeans that are wet, with mud.
..Now I'm beyond annoyed when I look down and I notice the bus is late.

Normally its fine and I dont care but god damn it I was on time why wasnt the bus!!

To top it all off I couldnt use my phone because A) then screen is burning out so you can hardly see the fuckin thing!! and 2) it was raining out side - hence why I slipped in mud!!

Finally I get on bus number 1, annoyed with my day I light up another smoke before board bus 2, although it wasnt actually bus I needed. Cause you know "6" totally looks like a "7"

Now im not ANNOYED, im fuckin pissed!

I want to go home, back to bed and start today all over again. However I cant, no one can.

The parents who dont have children with them anymore, cant start there day over.

The man who shoot those children will now be bullied himself, he will be hated, he will forever be known as the bad guy. They dont understand that maybe he needs help just as much as the people who lost there children, or tehre brother, or sister, mother, father and teacher. He lost something too!

The parents whos child shoot all those innocent children will now be reilaculed for his actions. Talks for months about how they should of maybe controlled there son more, control the disability he has. No one knows harder then my family that some times no one is to blame for the actions of people who have a mental disabiltity.

So for today Im not post anything funny.

Im just asking everyone to. check this out
A lil bit goes a long way I have 88 followers, if everyone of you donates $1, one hundred pennies - imagine the difference we can make!



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